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這兩年 不容易
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Glad to receive this honor
-Wedding award 2021
-Superb bridal makeup artist
-Best personal style
Thanks @weddinghk.hk
《對不起，我不美》
自從有記憶以來，我就對自己的長相很沒自信。我恨我的外表，尤其是臉。
黑眼圈、內斜視、蒙古摺、單眼皮(混合式?)、蒜頭鼻、山根塌陷、嘴唇乾裂、滿臉痘、疤與痣、etc.
右眉角上的小疤痕，其實是多年前我在看著鏡中的自己時，在對鏡子裡的人的醜陋感到無助與怨恨，極度悲傷之下把鏡子拿起來不停的往額頭砸，破了鏡子也破了相，因此而留下的傷疤。我還記得血流進鏡子裂縫的畫面，現在回憶起來覺得頗具藝術風格🥴
雖然近幾年接觸了很多DJ和偶像明星等公眾人物後，才明白其實他們也是妝爆炸濃、花了很多錢整形、或照片修超大，但依然改變不了我對自己的長相很沒有自信的事實。
「人家有錢請化妝師、有錢整形、有錢請健身教練，但我沒有。我只能維持這幅醜樣。」
(相信我，現在99%的帥哥美女網紅偶像都有整形，有些連腹肌都是靠打針💉)
自從開始做網紅DJ之後，這份不安全感就更加深沉了。各位看到我比較好看的照片或影片，十之八九都是有化妝+修圖。尤其是宣傳照，根本修到連自己都認不出來是自己，甚至左眼是用右眼鏡像複製過去貼上而來。
不化妝，不修圖，很醜，很丟臉。
其實多少會帶點罪惡感，覺得修圖修很大是欺騙粉絲，更是欺騙自己。但為了競爭，任何宣傳照釋出前一定要修。假設周湯豪的臉是100分，我的臉只有20分，但上妝+修圖後的我有60分，雖然仍遠比不上周湯豪，但至少有40分的進步了，讓我能比59分以下的人更加賞心悅目一些🥸
如果這張照片很醜，讓你看了覺得噁心，我完全可以理解。我也覺得這張照片好難看。
我已經接受了自己醜陋的事實，不代表我不恨自己。我每天都怨恨自己的醜，但這就是我，沒錢整形的我。
對不起，我不美。
◇本照片以 iPhone 11 Pro 內建前鏡頭+內建螢幕補光燈 + 內建相機app 拍攝，昨晚玩尼爾時順手拿起手機拍，無修圖直接上傳。
For as long as I remember, I’ve been super insecure about my appearance.
Dark circles, crossed eyes, epicanthus, single eyelid(hybrid?), garlic nose, low nasion, dry lips, acne, scars, and moles, etc.
The small scar above my right eyebrow was actually caused by me smashing the mirror against my forehead repeatedly, cuz I was frustrated and felt helpless by the face in the mirror. I still remember the blood flowing thru the cracks in the mirror. It actually seems kinda artistic in my memory🥴
Although I’ve met some DJs and idols and realize that they either wear heavy makeup, spent a ton of money on plastic surgery, or photoshopping a ton, it still doesn’t change the fact that I’m insecure about my look.
“They have the capital to hire a makeup artist, do plastic surgery, hire personal trainers, but I don’t. I’m set with this ugly ass face.”
(Trust me, almost all pretty idols nowadays have gone thru plastic surgeries, male or female.)
Since I’ve been doing this influencer-DJ thing, the insecurity has only increased. In all the pics and vids that I looked good, I’ve been wearing heavy makeup or done extend photoshopping. Especially the promo pics, it doesn’t look like me at all. The left eye was even copied from the right eye.
No makeup, no retouching, that’ll be ugly, it’s embarrassing.
It actually makes me feel kinda guilty for retouching the pics. It feels like I’m lying to my fans and myself. But the competition is severe. Any promo pics have to be extra-retouched before posting. If Usher is 100, my face is only 20, but after makeup and retouching is 60, although still no way near Usher, at least I got an improvement of 40. That allows me to look better than everyone below 59.🥸
If you think I look ugly in this pic that makes you want to puke, I totally understand, cuz I thought the same.
I accept the fact that I’m ugly, it doesn’t mean I don’t hate myself. However, this is me. The me that can’t afford plastic surgery.
I’m sorry, I’m ugly.
Photo shot on front cam of an iPhone 11 Pro + built-in screen flash + built-in camera app. Taken when I was playing NieR: Automata last night. Raw pic no edits.
In Conversation with...Me!! 😆
ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴇxᴘɪʀᴇ - ɪɴ ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʀꜱᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʀᴛɪꜱᴛ ᴇʟᴀɪɴᴇ ᴄʜɪᴜ thanks for the opportunity: Jps Gallery & Hong Kong Art Gallery Association
Hong Kong artist Elaine Chiu joins moderator Kenneth Chan in a conversation of Elaine’s working process, inspirations, and trajectory as an artist. Hong Kong’s endangered buildings, architecture, cityscape and memories are some of the cornerstones of Elaine’s research and practice. Her work not only explores space, memory and the city's evolving urban identity, but also conveys the transience and fragility of Hong Kong's cityscape. In this conversation, Elaine will share the story of her creative practice, her muses, and her work as a personal investigation of Hong Kong’s transient, fluidic, and intersecting memories. This conversation is presented as part of ‘Before Memories Expire’, an exhibition at JPS Art Gallery on view from 6 May 2021 to 6 June 2021.
Makeup @c_chungyee_
Photo @c_chungyee_ @shingphotography
#BeforeMemoriesExpire
#回憶若有限期
英語版⇒https://youtu.be/Xe16cuP_660
おかえりなさい☺♡けいです。今回はお約束の日本語版親友RPです☺♡少しでもリラックスして貰えたら嬉しいです。ご視聴ありがとうございました！！リクエストなどあったら是非教えてね。高評価、チャンネル登録、通知、ツイッター＆インスタフォローよろしくおねがいします＾＾励みになります！みんないつもありがとう おやすみ??
たいむすたんぷぅ?(˘ω˘)
0:00 イントロ
1:51 眉ブラシをはむはむ
2:28 眉ブラシ 重ねた音１
3:59 眉ブラシ 重ねた音２
4:56 お顔を触りまくる
5:35 ピンセット
8:23 再度ブラシ
10:43 チョキチョキ
14:42 アロエベラをぺたぺた 重ねた音
15:46 お顔を触りまくる
16:27 眉マスカラジェル
18:03 リップグロス?ちゅぅ
20:23 眉メイク 重ねた音
23:26 眉の長さを図る余計な行動
23:33 眉メイク 重ねた音
26:10 スプレー しゅーーー！！！
お知らせ】郵便局の私書箱を開きました！お手紙など大募集です?出来るだけお返しのお手紙も送ります?視聴者さんとは画面越しのみのお付き合いなので、このような形で日頃の感謝をお伝えできればなと思っています。お送り先は→ Postbus 359, 6700 AJ, Wageningen, The Netherlands です！?
Spotify限定でASMR子守唄など他、ASMR音源配信中！バックグラウンド再生可能です♪
STREAMING MY NEW ASMR LULLABY ALBUM!! ONLY ON SPOTIFY → https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ilBnMW62Nt42yIqSlbaJ7?si=tpQlblgVSweWb_wevxA35Q
ASMRアプリZOWAのダウンロードはこちらから→https://asmr.zowa.app/
ウェブ版⇒https://zowa.app/
色々載せてるSNS：
Twitter→https://twitter.com/ASMRBluekatie
Instagram →https://www.instagram.com/asmrbluekatie/
Tiktok→ https://www.tiktok.com/@asmrbluekatie?lang=en
The beautiful intro music was made by Benjamin Gray : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfLOaoziVaf6zoJB12HOZ7A !!! Thank you :)
Please help me put subtitles on my videos on Amara! x
字幕をつけてくださる方がいればAmaraでご協力よろしくおねがいします！⇒
shorturl.at/biryD
パトロンPatreon, Thank you so so much for the support!! 応援本当にありがとうございます！：https://www.patreon.com/ASMRBluekatie
End screen music by Sir. Dayo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOhBpkr_0g0
PLAYLIST 子守唄/Lullabies ASMR・音フェチ Singing you to sleep
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsWuWviuIXTkn996GMkUm4qa
音フェチ動画✨ASMR videos!!
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsUtvrv1SFhOj7C9bGVnf6W1
English ASMR videos✨
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsUzmK3KVpb6qRFlxPJduxA8
Subscribe! チャンネル登録よろしくです！
https://www.youtube.com/c/ASMRBlueKatie
welcome back blue kitties!! katie here :3 i have been really enjoying fast & aggressive so here it is! thanks for watching, enjoy! im hoping you and your loved ones are safe&well and please know that each and every one of you are valid and loved. I love you very much! hope the best for you. have a good night??
Check out ASMR Sharm's video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTJVYqxT0Gk that i enjoyed a lot! *^^*
Timestamp?(˘ω˘)
0:00 Intro
2:47 Spoolie Nibbling
5:05 Layered Brow Brushing 1
6:22 Layered Brow Brushing 2
9:03 Plucking Brows
12:04 Brushing Again
15:04 Layered Aloe Vera Applying
16:57 Face Touching
17:46 Layered Brow Make up
19:38 Lipgloss MUAH
20:45 Face Measuring
23:33 Brow Make up
25: 14 Layered Brow Setter
26:10 Layered Brow Make up
28:20 Face Spray SHEEEESH
お知らせ】郵便局の私書箱を開きました！お手紙など大募集です?出来るだけお返しのお手紙も送ります?視聴者さんとは画面越しのみのお付き合いなので、このような形で日頃の感謝をお伝えできればなと思っています。お送り先は→ Postbus 359, 6700 AJ, Wageningen, The Netherlands です！?
[Notice] I opened the PO Box at the post office! I’d love to receive some letters etc.? I will send you a letter in return as much as possible ? Since I only interact with viewers through the screen, I would like to express my gratitude in this way.
Spotify限定でASMR子守唄など他、ASMR音源配信中！バックグラウンド再生可能です♪
STREAMING MY NEW ASMR LULLABY ALBUM!! ONLY ON SPOTIFY → https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ilBnMW62Nt42yIqSlbaJ7?si=tpQlblgVSweWb_wevxA35Q
ASMRアプリZOWAのダウンロードはこちらから→https://asmr.zowa.app/
ウェブ版⇒https://zowa.app/
色々載せてるSNS：Twitter→https://twitter.com/ASMRBluekatie
Instagram →https://www.instagram.com/asmrbluekatie/
The beautiful intro music was made by Benjamin Gray : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfLOaoziVaf6zoJB12HOZ7A !!! Thank you :)
Please help me put subtitles on my videos on Amara! x
字幕をつけてくださる方がいればAmaraでご協力よろしくおねがいします！⇒
shorturl.at/biryD
パトロンPatreon, Thank you so so much for the support!! 応援本当にありがとうございます！：https://www.patreon.com/ASMRBluekatie
End screen music by Sir. Dayo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOhBpkr_0g0
PLAYLIST 子守唄/Lullabies ASMR・音フェチ Singing you to sleep
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsWuWviuIXTkn996GMkUm4qa
音フェチ動画✨ASMR videos!!
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsUtvrv1SFhOj7C9bGVnf6W1
English ASMR videos✨
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTQjT2yvOmsUzmK3KVpb6qRFlxPJduxA8
Subscribe! チャンネル登録よろしくです！
https://www.youtube.com/c/ASMRBlueKatie
On 18 May 2021, 4-5pm at JPS Gallery | Hong Kong artist Elaine Chiu joins moderator Kenneth Chan in a conversation of Elaine’s working process, inspirations, and trajectory as an artist. Hong Kong’s endangered buildings, architecture, cityscape and memories are some of the cornerstones of Elaine’s research and practice. Her work not only explores space, memory and the city's evolving urban identity, but also conveys the transience and fragility of Hong Kong's cityscape. In this conversation, Elaine will share the story of her creative practice, her muses, and her work as a personal investigation of Hong Kong’s transient, fluidic, and intersecting memories. This conversation is presented as part of ‘Before Memories Expire’, an exhibition at JPS Art Gallery on view from 6 May 2021 to 6 June 2021.
Makeup @c_chungyee_
#BeforeMemoriesExpire
#回憶若有限期
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